Racists or Racially Indifferent?

I love this fucker. She has such a high intelligence, it makes me looks like a school boy from high school. I like the words that she chooses to use, to accurately represents her thoughts and emotions. Its accurate and it is rather true. She might be a bimbo and her attitude might be "indifferent", in a way or another, i but do respect her, as a person with the sort of higher than me intelligence. I swear!

No?!?!? Then you are just a intolerance bastard/bitch/person who kept a narrow view of the world. You seem to have a problem of feeling/thinking someone who ARE DIFFERENT from you. You wish that everyone are same with you. You wish to pull this person to be on the same level with you. You are just hiding in the small little corner on your bird eye view of the world.

I believe what she says, not because i am easily swayed or i am weak but because it make perfect logical sense. Think about it without having your ego nor your logical mind give excuses and reasons to reject it. Listen to it. Why are so many issues in this world remains unsolved? How come people are getting to be more divided everyday, but religion, by race and by faith?!?!?!?!?!? Aren't we humans?!?!?!?

Or are we think like a racists, being educated that racial separation is important??!?!?!?!?!? Like i belongs to the Chinese group and you are Arabs decendants?!?!?!

I should learn more from her, Xiaxue. OMG!

I Love That New Word!

Quote from her: I am not a racist! I am racially indifferent!

Check out her post in here http://www.xiaxue.blogspot.com/ (directly copied from her post)


It annoys me so bad when these arrogant pricks call others names just because people have a different opinion from them.

Just like RELIGION.

If I don't believe in your religion, it means I am IGNORNANT?

It means that I don't know enough of it and that's why I don't believe in it?It can't be that I, in fact, know MORE about it than you do and made an informed choice not to believe in it??It can't be that I choose not to believe because I am completely indifferent to it? And can't I choose to not CARE and not be subjected to you telling me all about your religion?

Let me see what else: Yes... Race.

I get it, he is the first Black president. I can understand if the African Americans in USA are proud of him, but why is it such a big deal to everyone else??????!

Obama did not ask to be black. He didn't work hard to be black. He is not black because he is talented. He is not talented because he is black. Neither does he represent all other black people.

My point is this: There are always many firsts in the world. Let's just imagine for a moment that McCain became the President and he is the oldest President America every got.

Whoopie! This is freedom for all old people! All old people throw confetti in the air! Now, this means that old people finally got the liberation they worked so hard for and it proves to everyone that old people can become presidents!It doesn't mean that lor... It means that it just so happened that a talented person who won an election is old.

Kua kua... No doubt some of you are calling me racist at this point. I am not racist. I am racially indifferent.

I do not care what race Obama is as long as he is a good president.

You, on the other hand, are the racist one, because if you think "This shows that black people are as valued in USA as the whites" it just goes to show that you do see the difference in colour.

The reason why I am not a fervent supporter of Obama is:

1) I refuse to be an all-knowing fanboy like these people and

2) he gives me a vague feeling of discomfort. However, my vague feeling of discomfort is justified in that I find it scary that Obama is so charming that he can make everyone in the world believe he is a demi-god without even doing anything... yet.

If anyone else around you yells out, "I will change the world for the better if I were president!" you will probably glare at the person and tell him to fucking prove himself - and not join a facebook group to support him.If such a person is suddenly put in such a powerful position, imagine what could happen?

Well, Hitler's a good example. He gave such good propaganda speechs that people were convinced that a good idea to kill fellow humans.Of course in all likelihood Obama won't be able to get away with that now, and neither will he do that. But I'm just telling you why I think it's scary to put someone so beguiling... as the President of the most powerful country.

And my 3rd reason for not fervently supporting him is that I just don't care enough.


Now! Seriously! I am asking myself, am I a racists or am i racially indifferent??!?!?!?!?!? Do i always think in a difference when i speak of color, races and religion?!?!?!?

How about you?!?!?!?!? Are you a racists or racially indifferent?

God! I never did really thought about this before, that if i think of 2 different races are of equal, i am considered as "racists" due to i think in racial differences.

And, did i call ANYONE names when they think indifferent to me?!?!?!? Due to i am unable to accept the differences of 2 individuals?!?!?!? (am i living in the age of socialism / communism where everyone is equal serving one government?!?!?!)

I believe the KEY words here are TOLERANT and RESPECT!

1. Do you respect your ENEMY / OPPONENT enough?

2. Do you have tolerant of people who are different from you? Do you respect of other people's character and opinion or do you brush them off if you dislike what they have to say?!?!?!?

OMFG! I am a racists and i am a intolerant person.

Change is what i need.

-14 Degree Celcius Tonight!

OMFG!

Do you know how cold izzit tomorrow in the afternoon? We are going eat ice for lunch! Its only in the beginning of Dec. Not sure whether we shall be seeing snow but most probably not. Just cold enough to wish you wear 2 underwear and 3 panties. Scare my balls shrink!

Tonight, 4th of Dec 2008, we in Zhangjiagang are going to experience around -14 degree celcius out in the open with the wind blowing at 24km/h. I tell you. Its going to be freaking freezing. Same with tomorrow night. Friday night at low -6 degree with real feel at -7 degree! I shit you not!

Well, tomorrow noon at 11am, its going to be 0 degree celcius out in the open with the clear run light shining upon you and the wind blowing at you 24km/h! Die man!

I need to wear heater bra tomorrow! Hahahahahaha!

p.s: Mel, you want cold cold right! Hahahaha! Come now!

Snowy Snowy Winter In December

The start of the winter in ZJG and China reminds of last year. The 1st year in my entire life, to actually touch a real snow flake, see frosts on the morning grass, misty morning and freaking winter weather. We hibernates under our warm blanket with the heater air-con blasting at 27 degree celcius just to warm the room.

Still remember last year, when i was in Shanghai for a weekend trip around end of Dec 2007. So crazy of us to go and drink a glass of Guinness Stout in the open air in Xintiandi. Hang out in the Jazz Bar name CWJ enjoying the nice stout. But, a little crazy due to sitting outside hanging out. So freaking cold. So freezing old. But still manage to sit for an hour?!?!?!? Siao times by siao people!

I have a new nickname as well. "The bear" given due to the fact that i like and i LOVES to hide under the thick blanket to warm myself. With the heater on and the quilt warmer on. Just like a bear hibernating during the winter season.

I was given the nickname, "Strongman" as well. I was and i am carrying 2 bottles of water (the big 1) from the ground floor to 1st floor. I am lifting 40kg of dumbbell at gym for my chests. And i can really feel that i am getting stronger everyday. Not mentioning that i am thinner than my those days as well. Fat ass! My ass!

Hahahahaha.

Well. Winter is nice and the weather is very nice. No more sweaty sweaty days and sweaty shirts. Just that we are praying and hoping that the freaking wind does not blows and blows in our direction at night. Freezing fucking cold only. My ears and fingers are practically frozen this night cycling for a dinner. So fucking cold. Making snowing in Harbin looks like amateur to this freaking fucking weather.

But it is still nice. I am still hoping for the snow to comes this winter. Miss the snow flakes and the snow mans.

:)

Newstay Hotel, Chef Grey and Cherry's Party

Zhangjiagang is literally the "most happening" town in China. Not only does it have 1 or 2 super club such as SOS and a bar strip, it also has the few hotels that are wonderful and fun. OMGosh! Don't take my word for it. Go and try out for yourself and experience the truly wonderful and joy in this small litle town. Craziness!

There's a new addition of a new hotel nearby to our exquisite residence, namely Newstay Hotel. The hotel name suggests its news and its stayable, which is, of course, the most important criteria. Hahaha!


We have visited this hotel like several hundred times before its official opening?!?!?!?!? But, bottom line is, its cozy, its nice to hang out, it has decent coffee and a open lounge area to chill out sipping that red wine or that ice cold beer!



We recently organize a farewell party for 1 of our colleague as she is moving on to Singapore to work. Well, technically, she still works for the same organization but reports to different managers. Hence, its like a new beginning for her in a foreign land. Comes back to the hotel. It has 2 restaurants in this Newstay Hotel, 1 chinese and 1 french western dining restaurant. We frequent the French western dining like our hangout place.

Its nice. We have our 1995 Chateau De Costis wine there. We have our pesto pasta or our tenderloin beef steak there as well. Well, the atmosphere is cozy. The design is sort of very nice and looks rugged but clean. Food is presentable and prices are ok, within the range of low cost expat. Hahahaha. The staff are friendly and the managers are courteous. Did i mention that they speak English too?

The farewell party is great and we have 1 of the most scrumptous buffet meal ever. We have pork ribs, thin crusted pizzas and pastas. We have desserts and fruits salad. We enjoy ourselves, the bottom line is. We enjoy the accompanion of family and friends, saviouring every moment and laughter and joy together. It is emotional and it is unbelievably joyful.

Go there, you folks for those who have yet to be there, if you have found this review for yourself. its a great place for chilling out with a bottle of red wine or a glass of Tsingtao. Check it out, now! Posting the pictures of the photos have make my empty stomach grumbling in waves now.

Bon Appetite!

Mundane Day: No Armin!

I was feeling a little mundane recently. Remember i was so so so so eagerly wanted to go and hit the club Muse 2 for Armin Van Buuren and shitty things to happen. It does not comes cheap though at RMB250 for a piece of pre-door entry ticket that does not include drinks.

I practically wrote an email to the ticketing guy and wanted to get an advance ticket but i was unable to get one due to my poor time management. But, i got an advice to get it at the door and it should be of no harm although rather expensive! Ticket at the door should costs me RMB350 a piece.

I make my way to the club, Muse 2 located in the Plaza 66 in Nanjing Xi Lu at around 11++ on Saturday night. To my horror, when i reached that entrance and i was superly astonished that i was people was flocking at the Plaza 66 door entrance rather than the club entrance. I was DOOM.....

Its true. RMB400 for a piece of ticket (after an increase of another RMB50) and people are still rushing in. But the door was closed and was hold up by several guards stopping clubbers to even get to the lift to 5th floor! OMFG! There i was, standing in the cold winter, wishing i have bought the ticket earlier. And i was stucked there without a ticket and feeling stupid.

The club was packed like sardines by 11.45pm on a Saturday night?!?!?!? WTF? Shanghai cub scene is like only starts at 11pm?!?!?!?!? And there i was, feeling helpless standing there for over 30 minutes hoping to be able to slot in between the doors when the crowd disperse.

1am!

The guard is there and so is the crowd.

Fuck! Enough is enough! RMB400 can get me a decent alcohol at Shelter or even other clubs. I can perhaps ride to Muse 1 for some old school hip hop and be able to drink till i vomit for RMB400 bucks. Schlong! Plus the review of the Armin event was like at the tops and super superly nice! He played till 4am, someone said! OMFG! And there i was heading back to hotel at 2.30am feeling suck!

I was disappointed.

I will make up to it. I must go to Sasha at Club JJ2 next month.

Out!

Pissed Off!

I am rather busy at recent times. But, i want to S.C.R.E.A.M. this! I hate China web filtering system!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

I can't go to Facebook nor Blogspot anymore!

*only by using web proxy and something else apart from IE (i am using Firefox + Web Proxy)

F.U.C.K.!

Happiness In Thyself

I am rather busy at these recent times. You know the drill. Work, priorities and the lists goes on. I am actually getting less internet times to do all the surfings and postings. Family, work, gym and Romeo. How can someone find 24 hours per day enough for anything?

As the wiseman says, its how you make the sacrifices and right priorities that matters the mosts at the end. Its damn fuckingly extremely true. And i am now officially pasts my 28th years since the day i walk the earth. Time really flies and i have yet to achieve anything that i dreamt of yet.

How that i wish that i have more time and more hours everyday!

p.s: Cheer up to all those who have been down and feeling moody at the recent times. Negativity it seems, that is surrounding all of beings at the moment.

I'll end this with a kiss kiss bang bang: Tomorrow will always be a better day!

:)