Randomness 2007 - Inner...

4 more days to go before i depart from Pudong airport in Shanghai ready to go back to South East Asia, back to Singapore and Malaysia. Been thinking about it last night. How fast time really passes us by, just felt like yesterday and still can imagine my Romeo and Ling sitting in the car with my sisters weeping and saying goodbye and waving to me while i go to Singapore for this job 2 months and 2 weeks ago. And now, its time for me to go back to renew my visa and use this opportunity to see them and love them.

I believe that i am really a traditional sense kinda of man, whom i still have in my heart no matter how open minded i say i am. I do think that i am a open minded man, to a certain extend, but in fact, my heart always works in the opposite and still have this feeling of a traditional man. I dunno why. It boils down to an individual's character and all the people on this globe is in fact the same when u strip of the outer layer of it. Layers deep within it, we all are just a bare animal who have instincts as well. We eat when we are hungry, we drink when we are thirsty, we like to be love even though our mouth and our mind might think other wise, we like to have fun and play even as we get older and we do a lot of things even as our mind thinks the otherwise. We are just back to our original inner self, just like a child. If we do have the chance without considering other facts and truths and responsibilities, you will actually give it a try and have some good jolly fun and happiness without regrets?

What does inner self really means? How do you interpret it? Do you understand or do you actually aware of it? The existance of the inner self and the image of the person that you have in your mind. Give you a simple example how your mind works. Everytime when you make any decision and choices that lies in front of you, there are always 2 voices or rather 2 different opinion that comes out contradicting each other in your mind. The positive and negative choices that you have to make, that you might assume its your feelings, or your heart that tells you, or your instinct that guides you, or bla bla bla and such. But infact, actually its just your inner self that voices out his/her opinion against your judgement my your higher self, your brain.

So its time for you to make a choice, listening to your logical brain, which make perfect sense but not interesting, or listening to your inner self, the child that can brings you happiness, enjoyment and rushs of adrenaline. The feeling sensations that makes you laugh and brings you joy and excited at the same time. Its the adrenaline of joy going through your blood making you feeling it, the pure 5 seconds of joy that fills your life and your inner self. The life of happiness and satisfaction with no regrets.

Hence, this post is to let you know and be aware that actually we do have choices that we can choose from, the logical or the feeling kinda choice. The decisions lies in your hands and in your head. Choose it wisely, the inner self or the logical brain. I wishes you to make the right and the best choice everyday in your life! :)